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North's grey-blue slate coloured eyes opened slowly, half of his face pressed to the paper-covered desk. He sat up in the swivel chair and rubbed his head with a paw sore from writing, further ruffling his static tabby fur.
If he knew anything, he knew that he was going to fail these exams. His mind had been blank for days, steady sessions of revision slipping through his paws like dry sand.
The equations and formulae that had once been second nature to him were now a foreign language. He had never been this confused before in his life.
He looked to the window and then to his alarm clock. -03:12- flashed the display.
The sky was dark and no stars shone, the moon obscured by the clouds.
The trees were completely still, lit by the orange glow of a streetlight a few feet from the furthest reaching leaves.
He sighed quietly, and returned to his notes. The paper was blank and bleak.
Pain shot up his legs as he stretched them under the desk, North did all he could to hol
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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